Friday, October 26, 2012

Before (Part 1)

When I left for college this year, I never imagined the chaos that would consume October of my sophomore year. For who could have anticipated the insanity, the danger, the terror? No one expects this to happen in their town, their college.

The apocalypse took all of us by surprise. It is not a mistake we are likely to make again.

But I’m getting ahead of myself. Let me go back to the beginning:

13 DAYS BEFORE
Today, I finally got to watch the DW finale with Cassidy, Emily, and Charmaine. It started out good and scary, but ended up being kind of terrible. As in, poorly written and annoying. But it was fun watching it with my friends anyway, especially since Cassidy got all emotional and cried a bit and Charmaine screamed at all of the scary parts and they all made fun of me when I insisted that the creator was being self-referential and making allusions to Sherlock. They say I’m crazy and obsessed (and this may be true), but the same guy writes both and, really, he had to pick the year 221 B.C.?? (There were other moments of similarity, too.) Besides, I was just using my newly obtained visual culture training!

12 DAYS BEFORE
Started one-point perspective in Drawing today. The lecture was fascinating and really drove home to me how useful an understanding of the mechanics of creating art can be to a thorough art historical understanding of artworks. We looked at several churches and trompe-l'œil paintings that use one-point perspective to achieve their particular visual effects. We also looked at the ways in which the perspective point of the viewer (the one the artist has determined by their use of perspective, not the actual vantage point of the viewer in gallery or museum) can have its own powerful (and even controversial) meaning.

The drawing, on the other hand, was extremely difficult.  One point perspective is the bane of my existence.

11 DAYS BEFORE
Spent the last several days working on homework. Not much to tell. The autumn is beginning to be beautiful.

People seem a bit stressed—saw some pale faces in the cafeteria today.

Discovered that they’ve decorated the children’s section of the library with adorable wall decals. This cheered me up significantly.

Spent several hours talking to Clara today while swinging on the on-campus swing set. We discussed the beauty and incredible depth of good children’s literature and what it is that actually creates that divide between adult and children’s stories. Felt like a fitting location to have this discussion—a child’s play structure on a college campus.

When my fingers began to feel slightly brittle with cold, I said farewell and went inside to work on my charcoal drawing.

10 DAYS BEFORE
We had our first group critique for drawing today. I was pretty terrified, I must admit, but it went really well. It was actually helpful to have the other students talk to us about our work and rather nice to get compliments for parts we’d worked particularly hard on! Unfortunately, the critique also lasted all of three hours, so by the end we were all drained and nearly monosyllabic. I think the people whose works were looked at last got the short end of the stick there.
               
My friends mentioned that they needed a break, so in a possibly unconscious bid to escape the first presidential debate, Keo, Emma, and I went on a quest for non-Café Mac food. We ended up at this tiny Chinese restaurant which arguably had the nastiest Chinese food in the entire world. Imagine the worst of stereotypical Midwestern food attempting to disguise itself as Chinese. Yeah…

About halfway through Emma was already suggesting we find desert elsewhere so that we wouldn’t go hungry (although she was worried about time—she had lots of homework to do). Our fortune cookies ultimately decided us along this course of action: Keo’s said “be open to the suggestions of others,” Emma’s said “indulge in relaxation time,” and mine said “small acts of charity can go a long way,” which Emma and Keo naturally interpreted to mean that we should go find some chocolate cake and I should buy it. And that is exactly what we did. On the way to the cake, we discovered a community piano outside one of the shops, and Emma played a little for us.

7 DAYS BEFORE
Finished up the charcoal drawing of the pocket-watch and TARDIS mug. I think it turned out pretty well, although I admit that I could have spent more time on the perspective of that damn rectangular prism of a mug. Why did I pick something with such an obnoxious shape?

My peers seem increasingly wan and fatigued.

I watched an old Doctor Who episode with Charmaine and Emily tonight to make up for the fact that the current season is on hiatus. Charmaine was very adorable watching it for the first time and screamed at all the terrifying bits (and there are a lot in that episode). Afterwards we all went to the poetry slam and watched Cassidy perform at the open mic. She was pretty much amazing.

6 DAYS BEFORE
We had a fascinating discussion in C18 (as I will refer to my 18th Century British Literature class for the purposes of brevity) about (of all things) reclaimed virgins and how this concept interacts with 18th century understandings of personhood. It’s funny—our most invigorating discussions in that class usually end up involving some sort of extremely modern concept: superheroes, vampires, androids, etc.

I’m having more trouble being engaged in my Harlem Renaissance class, unfortunately, and I’m not entirely sure why. I think that partly I just think in a very different way from the rest of my class, so my ideas don’t always feel like they fit in the discussion.

5 DAYS BEFORE
Stayed up very late working on my paper for C18 on the subject of Pope’s Eloisa to Abelard. Had a midnight snack of tea [a drink] with jam and bread to lift my spirits and blood-sugar levels.

3 DAYS BEFORE
Had a guest lecturer in Visual Culture today on GIS and geovisualization. I thought this was a particularly brilliant idea on my professor’s part because I’d certainly never made the connection between visual culture and cartography. I really enjoyed looking at all of the examples she’d brought in, though, and discussing the ways in which visual cues convey meaning. Now I’m planning on taking her class for one of my social science requirements.

Spent the last two days of Drawing working on my one-point perspective drawing in class. We’re supposed to draw a scene inside either the Leonard Center (athletics) or the library. I am drawing a view through the doorway of the children’s section of the library. This should not come as a particular surprise to any of you.

My work was accompanied by the lovely sounds of Pandora, which I recently rediscovered and then downloaded as an app onto my phone. It is AWESOME even if the ads are annoying (I’d much rather hear about the John D. and Katherine T. MacArthur Foundation every five minutes than Jack-in-the-Box once, but c’est la vie). It’s been providing an appropriately collegiate indie rock soundtrack to my frantic essay writing and library-drawing.

Spent the afternoon working on my essay for Visual Culture, which is about the way Jacques-Louis David’s painting of Napoleon’s coronation (entitled The Coronation of the Emperor Napoleon and the Crowning of Empress Joséphine in Notre-Dame Cathedral on December 2, 1804—seriously, who gives a painting a title that is 20 words long??) acts as propaganda. I saw this painting in the Louvre when I visited with my parents years and years ago, and was amused by its occasionally dramatically ahistorical moments. I naturally remembered it when we were assigned to pick a piece of propaganda and am thoroughly enjoying researching it.

Read more Pope for C18 this evening. I have come up with a new theory about Professor Chudgar (a man who demands to be narrativized—so far I’ve speculated with classmates that the source of all of his magic is his beard (he is bald on top and furry on his chin—one of those philosopher-in-the wild-type beards) and with Clara that he is the adorably codependent brother of the cheese shop man (because clearly similar taste in hair style indicates genetic relationship)). I think that all of his classes are actually an attempt at Pope-washing. I say this because he assigned two of Alexander Pope’s poems for this class and three for Poetry last semester (and seems to have significant portions of all of them memorized) and this time around I…I’m enjoying them. *shudder* I’m ashamed to even type the words!

Really, though, I’ve been having a lot of fun with Pope lately. I even doodled poem-related cartoons in the margins of my Norton Anthology, although that might simply indicate that I read the poem very late at night after working nearly non-stop for sixteen hours and was therefore a bit loopy and excitable. Who knows?

2 DAYS BEFORE
Macalester is the kind of place where you might possibly happen upon a bagpiper serenading your entrance into a building for no discernible reason. The mournful sound of the lone bagpiper seemed a fit accompaniment to the grey morning and the tired faces around me.
(I later discovered that it was for the International Round Table, but this was NOT clear at the outset.)

Also discovered the most aesthetically pleasing way to display grapes. It was a momentous occasion.

ONE DAY BEFORE
Campus seemed oddly quiet today, although the parties tonight had an air of desperation. I wonder if there’s some sort of bug going around.

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